In the months that followed my birthday, change did begin to happen. First, I began my blog, The Uncontainable Truth, based on Matthew 5:17 which challenged me to let my light shine. In early November, I made the decision to quit my job so I could spend more time writing, and on Thanksgiving I discovered that I was pregnant.
In January, at our first ultrasound appointment, my husband and I were shocked to find out we were having twins. Soon, we learned that we were having identical twin girls and began to plan for their delivery in late July.
In April, around 27 weeks of my pregnancy, I woke up with a sharp pain. My husband rushed me to the hospital, and within minutes we discovered that I was fully dilated. I was quickly wheeled into surgery, and our girls were born weighing two pounds each. Not a cry was heard as they were rushed to the neonatal intensive care unit (NICU).
As our tiny babies desperately fought for their lives, Satan cornered me in the dark places of my mind. We were on a rollercoaster ride and the only thing that kept me on track was my faith. Over the course of our 83 days in the NICU, I began to see light through the darkness. I realized that if I gave my worry, fears, and shame to Jesus that he would replace them with peace, hope, and love. I began to understand that God was using our sufferings to glorify his name as we shared our journey through the blog.
Our NICU experience showed me the power of the Holy Spirit and how to let go of Satan’s stronghold in order to hold on to the truth spoken by Christ. I had asked God for a year of change, and as I happily blew out my twenty-six candles, I knew my birthday wish had been granted.
BIO:
When Christen isn’t being mom to her twin girls Adeline and Maralee, you can find her blogging away on her website, The Uncontainable Truth. In this community, she encourages her readers to let their light shine and shares her family’s rollercoaster ride of raising premature infants. She is a sweet southern gal that enjoys a life brimmed with love and creativity. In her spare time, she seeks pleasure in baking, sewing, photography, and painting. After graduating from Auburn University and marrying her best friend since high school, she calls Montgomery, Alabama home.
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2 comments:
Wow. That one really grabbed my heart.
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